it's me

remember when i wrote about the cirque du soleil tickets for christmas and how i wasn't invited to go? well, i got a phone call on wednesday morning. it was my godfather. he asked what i was doing on thursday. i said i had class but i was free after. he told me not to make any plans because we were going to go to dinner with jenn and joan and then after dinner, jenn, joan and i were going to watch cirque du soleil - he was giving the ticket that they had bought him to me. i felt bad but he said that he had already made up his mind and that he already talked to the other two girls and they were okay with it so he wouldn't take no for an answer. i asked him when he had thought of the idea and he said the day after christmas. i asked why he asked me so late and he said that he was scared of telling jenn. i laughed and said, "you're scared of her too?"
anyway, so we all met up for dinner and for some reason i still feel uneasy around jenn (this is joey's ex-gf). i don't know why. she's the one that broke up with him. my other friend, joan, and i always tease each other because joan is going out with another guy that we think jenn had some sort of drunken encounter with so we call both of our men "used goods." but anyway, i still feel weird around her. jenn and i used to be best friends in high school. we drifted apart our senior year when she got with joey and i got with ray. then when her and joey were having problems, she would come to me for advice. six years later they break up and a year after that joey and i are toogether. i still feel weird around jenn and around ray. i shouldn't feel weird around jenn because she broke up with joey and she has had 2 boyfriends since him so she's good to go, but i still do. i have a complex i know. anyway, here's our pix: