Saturday, March 29, 2008

there's a bump ...




i woke up and there was this bump in front of me :p last week was the first time that some stranger came up to me and asked about my baby bump. so i think i finally look prego. and i bought some maternity clothes finally because my pants don't close :P anyawy, hope you all have a nice weekend!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

He is Risen!

Happy Easter everyone! He is Risen!
at Mass today the priest kept emphasizing the importance of faith as Easter and the Resurrection are the foundations of Christianity. and then he started talking about the guards saying that there were robbers that somehow moved the body and it was funny because today was one of the first times that I ever noticed that the clothes for His head were folded in a different place. they must have been neat robbers. anyway, rejoice today. and every day for our Savior has blessed us with his Rising. Alleluia.

i thought of angie today at Mass. we were singing "Be not afraid" and it always reminds me of angie playing this in acton as we walked in the dark, through the fog, amidst all of the weird noises in the background, from screams to crying to reggatone and the look on her face when she continued to play and sing as loud as she could so we could make it to the room. it makes me smile. hope you're doing well ang. miss ya.

anyway, hope everyone had a beautiful day!

Monday, March 17, 2008

and the answer is ..........

we don't know :(

the baby was moving at the beginning of the ultrasound and then yawned and found a comfortable spot and went to sleep. the ultrasound tech tried to prod it to move but it was comfy and had its legs crossed indian style for the rest of the appointment. and thus, we have to wait until next time.

so far we've been getting that it's a girl and that she was trying to be a lady ... we'll see ...

san francisco was fun ... the weather was cool, definitely cool but sf is one place where you can where flip flops with a peacoat. i'll try to post pictures soon. ok folks, talk to you later.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

so place your bets

so tomorrow is our ultrasound date and there are already bets on the sex of the baby. one of my co-workers, an older filipina lady who is our unit secretary had this theory.
benita: kay, i think you're having a boy
me: why?
benita: because you're pangit (which translates into ugly)
how sad! but she said it goes away, it's the hormones ... how nice huh?
then the other theory was that because my butt is getting bigger, i'm having a girl .... so which old wives' tale holds up? we'll see tomorrow ....

in other news, i saw my first open heart surgery on monday. it made me want to stop eating. first i saw the veins being harvested endoscopically, so they just used a small camera-esque thing instead of cutting all along the legs to harvest the vein. so it's pretty cool because the pt only has a tiny suture by the knee instead of a huge incision all along the leg. and then i got to see the poor, diseased heart - the pt had previously had a heart attack so you could see the necrotic part and plus you could see all of the fat too. and you saw it beating and the lungs breathing up and down on this open chest. and then they used this other machine called a cps in which they stop the heart and the cps acts as the heart and lungs of the patient while the ct surgeon performs most of the surgery. he was on the pump for 3 hours! then i saw the same vein that was harvested from the leg be sewn into the heart to bypass the coronary artery that was so damaged. then i got to directly recover the patient on our floor. the surgery lasted from 0700-1500 - a very long case - but i am now 3 more orientations away from being a heart nurse - scary!

i actually got saved on tuesday night too. both of my pts had transfer orders and low and behold, they found rooms for both of them by 2200. so i went to break after that and then helped settle in another pt for one of the other nurses. then i got report that i was getting a pt transferring from the VA but they were going to go to the cath lab first. sounded ok. then the house supervisor came up to our floor to find out who was getting this new transfer. i said it was me. and she said the pt is crashing in cath lab and they need the icu nurse. our charge nurse said that i can't go down there because i'm pregnant and may be exposed. so aileen, one of the other nurses, volunteered to go down. i thank God for being pregnant! when she got down there the pt's blood pressure was 30! they had to start cpr and then she was calling up so that we could mix some meds for him to try to get the blood pressure up. we had to mix 3 different bags of drugs! then the cardiothoracic attending called and said that this pt was going to need cps - the same machine they use for bypass surgery but was going to need it continuously on the unit and a balloon pump that pumps for the heart. there's only a few nurses that are certified to do it and so they had to pull another nurse that had an orientee, another one from the other floor and our charge nurse to go down to the crashing pt. so all together there were 4 of our nurses, the ct attending, a perfusionist, 3 residents and the cath lab nurse. they were gone from midnight until 3 am! and they came back up with the patient and all of the stuff and we were pumping blood and getting lines. it was nuts! if i wasn't pregnant, then i would have been the one coding the patient, doing the cpr and mixing the drugs! so aileen says that i owe her big time and if the baby's a girl, i have to name her aileen.

anyway, that's been my week .... we're going up to san francisco tomorrow so have a nice weekend everyone!